Ru的部落格

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
很高興你抽空來看我
How's life, tell me how's your family?
過得可好？說說你家人的近況？
I haven't seen them in a while.
我好一陣子沒有看到他們了
You've been good, busier then ever.
你一直過得不錯，比以前更忙
We small talk, work and the weather
我們聊了一下工作還有天氣
Your guard is up and I know why.
你對我有了防備，我也知道為什麼

Because the last time you saw me
因為最後一次見面的情景
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
依舊清晰的烙印在你腦海
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.
你送我玫瑰花，我卻放著任它們枯萎

So this is me swallowing my pride,
所以，這次是我放下了架子
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
站在你面前，對那一晚說抱歉
And I go back to December all the time.
還有，我一直不斷地會回到十二月那時
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
自由不算什麼，我還是只想著你
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
要是在我擁有你的時候能領悟到這一點就好了
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright.
我希望回到十二月，扭轉一切，讓結局變好
I go back to December all the time.
我一直不斷地會回到十二月那時

These days I haven't been sleeping
這些日子以來，我沒什麼睡
Staying up playing back myself leaving,
深夜未眠一直回想離開你的那天
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
你的生日過了，我卻連通電話都沒有

And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
還有，我想起夏天，那些美好的時光
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
我坐在駕駛座旁看著你笑
Realized that I loved you in the fall.
秋天，我發現我愛上了你
Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind.
然後，到了寒冬，恐懼悄悄爬上我心頭的那些黑暗日子
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye.
你給了我全部的愛，而我回報的卻只是一聲再見

So this is me swallowing my pride,
所以，這次是我放下了架子
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night.
站在你面前，對那一晚說抱歉
And I go back to December all the time.
還有，我一直不斷地會回到十二月那時
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
自由不算什麼，我還是只想著你
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
要是在我擁有你的時候能領悟到這一點就好了
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind.
我希望回到十二月，扭轉一切，改變自己的心意
I go back to December all the time
我一直不斷地會回到十二月那時

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right,
我想念你的棕褐色肌膚，你甜美的笑容，對我關懷備至，那麼剛好
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
還有九月的那晚，你如何的將我擁入懷中
The first time you ever saw me cry.
那是第一次你看見我哭
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
或許這只是我一廂情願
Probably mindless dreaming
可能是沒腦子的想法
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right.
假如我們再次相愛，我發誓我會好好的愛你

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
真希望能回到當初，改變一切，但是我不能
So if the chain is on your door, I understand.
所以如果你的心門還是緊鎖著，我可以理解

But this is me swallowing my pride,
但是這次是我放下了架子
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
站在你面前，對那一晚說抱歉
And I go back to December.
我回到十二月那時

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
自由不算什麼，我還是只想著你
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
要是在我擁有你的時候能領悟到這一點就好了
I'd go back to December turn around and make it alright.
我希望回到十二月，扭轉一切，讓結局變好
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind.
我希望回到十二月，扭轉一切，改變自己的心意
I go back to December all the time.
我一直不斷地會回到十二月那時

all the time
一直不斷地